Happy Sunday Morning

Good morning friends and family!

It's Sunday morning and while I should be diligently working on finishing the assignment on Employment Discrimination that is due this week, I thought I would take a moment to say hello.  I have been on this crazy, confusing high lately and I can't really figure out how to explain it.  I am tired, my stress level is through the roof, and I am pretty sure I have recently begun to suffer some sort of panic attacks... but yet I am excited.  Anxious.  I am three weeks out from my last final for this semester.  I have registered for my LAST semester of law school.  I have made some decisions about what Bar preparation course I will be taking next summer.  I know I have been saying this for awhile, but the end truly is near.

Things in my life are far from perfect... my job is still a daily stress that almost seems unnecessary when you compare the amount of pressure placed upon me versus the job that I do (remember - we sell t-shirts), my personal finances could be better, I don't see my friends very often, my house is a mess, and "quality time" with my boyfriend usually means me falling asleep on the couch within an hour of being home most days.  My exercise routine is non-existent, I have gained 10 lbs since this summer, and I am not positive that I don't have full-fledged ADD these days.  But still, the excitement is there... right below the surface.  2013 is going to be yet another year of change in my life... a new direction... and things are brewing right now... in the smallest moments.

My dreams are consumed with thoughts of the future and what it will bring.  My son is turning into a teenager right before my eyes, my life is changing.  I am so happy to have the support system I have here... my friends and my family... those who love me, those who support me, those who know that even though I don't call or write, that I love them... that I miss them... and that soon, very soon, we will be on the other side of this phase of my life, this transition... and with every fiber of my being, I truly believe that the other side of this phase is going to be amazing!

Until next time....  enjoy your Sunday morning coffee and know that I am here, sitting at my kitchen table with books surrounding me, having my coffee and learning about Employment Discrimination, and thinking of you all... and thinking of how I will look back on these days and realize that in some way... I will probably miss them.

Love you!